Evolution

You're mesmirized by their stength
You know that to stay close you have to be better
You have to evolve to make sure their desire stays
Lest as your strength rises as was demanded
You're punished.
You're rising too high - they say
You feel your heightened power - they can see it
You know nothing - they say
You'll never evolve enough to pass me by - they say
You'll leave once you've sucked the power away from me
You'll find another to mould as I have taught you
You're worthless, remember that
No matter what you do you'll never better yourself enough
Never enough to keep me happy...

So what am I to think?
Of Evolution?
Of your Trust?
Your Love?
Evolution...
Manipulation and games..
I never do enough yet I've done too much

and i can feel and explosion coming

your look of disdain says it all

MEDICINAL

i need your therapy i 

need you to come,

and lay hands on me. 

i need for me to close 

my eyes ease my mind 

and let you

work your psychology.

STOP SIGN

my tears were not bitter but sweet, you said,
and that is why you always tried to make me cry
during hot and sweaty sex.

four years - because my tears are sweet. i loved it.

but after the great sex of last week in New York i say
this has to stop because sharing has to
give way to exclusiveness -
you will still be my friend, my best one.

frontal cortex

pain

explodes from the telencephalon and
radiates out, and localises
in the frontal region where

I throb until I gradually forget

I banged my head

you're too much of everything.

if i was nothing but beautiful
inside and out my past included
now, wouldnt'that be wonderful?
but i wouldnt' have cried and sweated to earn you.
you're too much of everything and i'm just a man.

you're so many other things
that only i understand
you're too much of everything
and i'm just a man
but i love you like no other can.

you're too much of everything
but i love you like no other can.

if i could be perfect
only to match one half of you
then i would be perfect
but with nothing else left to prove to you,
how could i deserve you?

you're too much of eveything and i love you
like no other can.