So...I am near the end of freshman year...I have had a difficult year to say the least...I have tried hard in academics....and succeeded to some extent...there have been many nights where i stayed up..struggling understanding how to derive Newton's Law of Electromagnetism...or some shit like that from Gauss's law..I have also stayed up late thinking about the oppositte sex....and I have had an epiphany recently...How come when I played games with her and didn't take her seriously..she threw herself at me...and when I realized that i really liked her...and honestly tried to be nice to her...she didn't care about me?.... I fail to see the logic...any comments?

PS this is my first blog post ever...so I apologize if its a bit short...