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Thursday, 5 February 2009
How fucked up are we?
Just how fucked up is man, That his actions should oft be incongruent with his feelings, That he should so want to conceal the truth in his heart, Even if pain and sorrow to others this brings?
Claiming to be "fucked up" is to be in a terminal state of some sort. Although I do know people, and have friends who I would call "fucked up" because they have been so indoctrinated to the point of not being able to think outside the box, I don't think I could ever get "fucked up" because I do not need rules to feel safe. Never did. And I think once one realizes that rules are there to create an "other" you need to have the agency to break them if your happiness depends on it.
Another point I want to make is that ego, vanity and "what people will think" are things mostly to blame for incongruity between action and feeling. Once you find people or a person who can accept you for your feelings, or for the actions that reflect your true feelings - that is what a chiller friendship/relationship is.
We are young and life is too short to waste on performing identities.
To the chiller who made this posting I would say that while we are tainted by these feelings and behavior of deception and at times feel ourselves untrue, sometime resulting peace outweighs sorrow.
I frequently feel my heart too down to speak but I know that a smile, a guise will bring happiness to those I love. While my actions feel torn asunder from my teared soul it is all I have to give. And even the battered me smiles within.
Claiming to be "fucked up" is to be in a terminal state of some sort. Although I do know people, and have friends who I would call "fucked up" because they have been so indoctrinated to the point of not being able to think outside the box, I don't think I could ever get "fucked up" because I do not need rules to feel safe. Never did. And I think once one realizes that rules are there to create an "other" you need to have the agency to break them if your happiness depends on it.
ReplyDeleteAnother point I want to make is that ego, vanity and "what people will think" are things mostly to blame for incongruity between action and feeling. Once you find people or a person who can accept you for your feelings, or for the actions that reflect your true feelings - that is what a chiller friendship/relationship is.
We are young and life is too short to waste on performing identities.
Any thoughts?
To the chiller who made this posting I would say that while we are tainted by these feelings and behavior of deception and at times feel ourselves untrue, sometime resulting peace outweighs sorrow.
ReplyDeleteI frequently feel my heart too down to speak but I know that a smile, a guise will bring happiness to those I love. While my actions feel torn asunder from my teared soul it is all I have to give. And even the battered me smiles within.